pattern more than badminton

i happened to find my secondary two journal and i was laughing at what i had written inside. and of course there are some secrets too. hehe

i decided to blog today. so what nonsense have i been doing for the past weeks. charm and imelda and rachel flew off to melborne. i didn't get to see rachel before she flew off because i didnt go to the 4e2 bbq. that's a little sad for me. cos this time round, got more of my cliques from 4e2 are going to the bbq. i went to the last year's one where there's no one in my clique were there so i felt awkward. this yr my cliques are finally going but i am unable to go because yah. h1n1. my dad is being absolutely paranoid about that issue so he don't allow me to go to crowded places. and yes, i didnt tell my dad i was going to changi airport to send imelda off cos if i tell him, he confirm plus chop won't allow me to go to the airport one. so yeah, back to the bbq, sorry my friends. but heard from darren that there will be another 4e2 dinner. i will definitely be going for that. (:

oh yes and i have been relief teaching for two and a half weeks in a secondary school. what can i say. the students are very noisy and yes naughty. you shout at them to keep quiet, they will shout back to you ask u to keep quiet first. so it's never ending. some classes they keep playing psp and cards and they thought i never see. you think i blind ah. i was once a student ok. six yrs ago i was seating at the student's seat doing what you are doing now. and there's this particular class i must mention. it's the most nonsense but also the funniest class, especially the boys. very playful and noisy like to joke around. but they were very funny and always make me laugh. they played badminton in class too. even though i told them not to. so in the end they got to go for detention cos i think someone sabo them or what. then during the dentention the teacher-in-charge asked them who is the damn teacher who allows them to play badminton in class. lol. but they say they were good enough not to tell on me. and also, they don't know what's my name or how to address me in the first place too. But still i still love my students even though i only relief them for two and a half week. anyway, i'm currently jobless again. relief teaching is fun but after all, it's still not the same as being a REAL teacher. and i was actually having thoughts of going to MOE/NIE to study and become a teacher major in arts or music. degree for fours years, bonded with MOE for another four years. by the time i come out, i old liao. so so so what should i do. btw happy 1st birthday to my blog. (: